Archive for July, 2012


Is the Bully here to push you around?      No not any longer!!!!                                                                                                                                                   Or has this Bully learned the error of bullying ways and is seeking to apologize?                                                                                                                                       The biggest bully in my life was me, never feeling adequate enough for the people around me. Always felt like I was different from them, not as with it as them,etc.
Where does this Bully take you?                                                                                     Back to memories that are very uncomfortable for me. To the times when I didn’t want to be present for the pain and ridicule.  
What does this Bully show you?
The bully shows me how impressionable I was about what others thought of me. How much pressure either from ourselves or others to be main stream for a lack of a better term.  I don’t think normal applies sense who in this day and age can even give a defineation of the word “Normal” .                                                                      Are you looking into a mirror? Yes, with the mirror being my past and how much pain I inflicted on myself.                                                                 Are you strolling down memory lane? Strolling  –  Hell no…from childhood until just the last 5 years or so has been one chug hole after the other. I really couldn’t see what all the hoopla was about, it just seemed like on struggle after the other. Then some really amazing people came into my life and I allowed my self to be “self” with them and found out it was ok… they accepted that and actually helped me embrace my uniqueness. 
What do you learn from this experience?                                                                   That I am ok just the way I am, even if I am overweight, have unconventional thoughts, and chose to show how I care for people in ways that are comfortable for me. That I am enough for me.

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Good afternoon to jamie all at Wishcasting Wednesdays! First let us all cool off by enjoying this picture, LOL.

 As I sat here thinking about this question, it was one of those Ahh Haa moments:

I am sharing what I would like to, that being my experiences through blogging and pictures.  I have shared several times that I  am the happiest when I can share any of my experiences even the rough ones with others to either give them a laugh or to maybe stumble a little less when  a pot hole shows up  in our daily journey. We have enough of them all on our own.

So my wish is that each one of you either from Wishcasting Wednesdays or other sources know that I am grateful each time you drop by  to see and share with me your  experiences and wishes as well.

 

 

Behind the door, there stands a Student.  I CHOSE FOR THE STUDENT TO BE ME.

What does this Student study?  People and our surroundings.

Is this Student focusing on studies, or goofing off and day-dreaming? As the student I desire that each day will allow me time to study one person or take time to enjoy the beauty of a flower. I am not sure I have ever been accused of day dreaming and this is something I would like to take part in more.   
Are you missing something important in something that you are studying, or seeking to study? Probably the most important thing that I need to focus on in my studies is to stay in the moment, no matter what task that may be.  
What does this Student have to tell you?  What secrets does this Student have to give you? That inner voice (the student) continues to tell me that I am enough and that is enough. Secretes untold hopefully will be in the days ahead where as a part of earth we all learn and can fully understand what being “of One”  means  and be able to participate in this awakening as one.  
What do you carry away from this meeting? A confirmation that there is more to learn about why we are here and to find the true beauty in it all.

Beck Low Curiosities  has  created this email workshop with visual prompts as well as several questions  to allow ourselves to learn a bit more about ourselves and reflections of our Life experiences. I truly do not know what to expect from this experience, but I have often said when one door closes another opens… so I am going to see where this workshop takes me with no expectations.

What does this Archetype have to tell you?  Where does he or she take you?
 
What does the Hero have to teach you?
 
What do you have to teach the Hero?

 

Beck Low Curiosities  has  created this email workshop with visual prompts as well as several questions  to allow ourselves to learn a bit more about ourselves and reflections of our Life experiences. I truly do not know what to expect from this experience, but I have often said when one door closes another opens… so I am going to see where this workshop takes me with no expectations.

Most likely a Hero would be behind this door for me. I admire strong men. Not in physical strength but in principles and convictions. Since a small girl… Cowboys have always pulled at my heart-strings… for their hard work, sense of right and wrong and their respect for the land they tend as well.. If I had to have one poster to represent my hero, it would have to be JOHN WAYNE.

If anything was possible what would My wish be for? How many people in your family and friends circles are truely healthy and not fighting something? For me  my wish if possible  “would have to be for everyone to have their health”. I have come to realize in a very profound level that when one has their health they may not know it but they really do have a priceless gift and are more often to lead the life they want to. By this I am referring to those words like “choice or free will”. When we find ourselves with limitations due to health issues, those in turn many times can/do change the type of choices we make. How many people do we know that don’t change jobs because of a pre-existing condition that may not be covered by another insurance company. Don’t get out bad relationships , or don’t feel they could make a major move do to a lapse in coverage  or specialist etc.   I know many of our ailments are due to poor decisions we have made or making still making that contribute to them, but those aren’t really the ones I am referring to.  I also know that many of us have diseases because of the dis-ease that is in our daily lives and many of those we can reverse some of the damage once they are diagnosed and dealt with.  But the diseases that are not reversible and continue to affect ones life nearly day in and day out.

If this wish  to allow all of us our best health possible, to come true… How drastic of a life change would this make on the earth…  What would that do to the medical industry and all the other professions that count on them.   Around here we have  coined the term “mexican restaurant at nearly every corner”  the same can just about be said  for new medical buildings.  We have to ask ourselves were is all of this sickness coming from?  Even when we are trying to make good choices about our health there sure seems to be some elements that are out of our control or that we are not aware of as of yet. If our bodies were healthy then I am sure our world would reflect the same health to a larger degree.

Jamie thank you once again for giving us such a wonderful subject in which to wish up!